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P3: And Walk Away
Fandom: Persona 3 FES
Main characters: Akihiko, Mitsuru
Referenced characters: N/a
Pairing: Akihiko/Mitsuru
Contains: Gunplay, references to sexual situations
Rating: R
Summary: He never touches her, and she never really touches him.
He has never touched her. It seems stupid and strange but it would almost be wrong to touch her. She hardly touches him, either: maybe with the Evoker, maybe the tip of a blade, but not herself. He can't imagine how she would feel: her hands would surely be warm, but he associates this with being cold, naked, exposed. He can't help but think of her affinity for ice, and think of her as some kind of ice maiden, even though that's stupid and clichéd and all the rest of it. He imagines, stupid as it is, that if he touched her, even her skin would be cold.
He knows it isn't real. That it's just her Evoker. But when she holds it against his temple, he can't breathe, his whole body suddenly tight with it. The first time... he doesn't know how it happened the first time, or why, but every time now it's worse, knowing what she'll do, how he'll fall apart. How much he loves to fall apart with her watching him, her knowing exactly what she's doing to him.
This time, she holds the Evoker to the back of his head. "Get undressed, Akihiko," she says, and he shivers already. He strips quickly, efficiently, trying not to let his heads become clumsy with how much he suddenly wants. He's got over his nerves at the way she just looks at him: if she disapproves, she makes it clear. She makes no comment about his hard cock, no comment about his body at all. She just holds the Evoker to the back of his head, slides it down to press it to the nape of his neck. It's not an Evoker anymore, in his mind. It's a gun, a real gun, and she could...
He swallows hard. "Mitsuru," he says, and waits.
It doesn't even matter what she says, not really. He gets off on it just the same, stroking his cock at the rhythm she sets, stopping when she tells him to stop. He doesn't even know what she gets out of this but he doesn't care -- it's like somehow she knows just exactly what he wants, what he needs, without ever needing to ask. Somehow, she knows that he -- that he has to let go, that he has to forget that anything might be his responsibility. When she does this, he just is, and it's like a weight off his chest, afterwards. It's like he can really breathe.
He's pretty sure she knows that full well, that she's the only one who knows that.
This time, she puts the Evoker in his mouth. It makes everything seize up again and he comes, just from that, gasping out her name, and it's stupid and it's amazing and he can hardly stand up, afterwards. Just for a moment, her fingertips touch his cheek, cool, smooth, soft, and then she's pulling away.
"Clean up, Akihiko," she says, and then she's leaving, like always, and he wonders -- if one day he's good enough, will she stay?
Main characters: Akihiko, Mitsuru
Referenced characters: N/a
Pairing: Akihiko/Mitsuru
Contains: Gunplay, references to sexual situations
Rating: R
Summary: He never touches her, and she never really touches him.
He has never touched her. It seems stupid and strange but it would almost be wrong to touch her. She hardly touches him, either: maybe with the Evoker, maybe the tip of a blade, but not herself. He can't imagine how she would feel: her hands would surely be warm, but he associates this with being cold, naked, exposed. He can't help but think of her affinity for ice, and think of her as some kind of ice maiden, even though that's stupid and clichéd and all the rest of it. He imagines, stupid as it is, that if he touched her, even her skin would be cold.
He knows it isn't real. That it's just her Evoker. But when she holds it against his temple, he can't breathe, his whole body suddenly tight with it. The first time... he doesn't know how it happened the first time, or why, but every time now it's worse, knowing what she'll do, how he'll fall apart. How much he loves to fall apart with her watching him, her knowing exactly what she's doing to him.
This time, she holds the Evoker to the back of his head. "Get undressed, Akihiko," she says, and he shivers already. He strips quickly, efficiently, trying not to let his heads become clumsy with how much he suddenly wants. He's got over his nerves at the way she just looks at him: if she disapproves, she makes it clear. She makes no comment about his hard cock, no comment about his body at all. She just holds the Evoker to the back of his head, slides it down to press it to the nape of his neck. It's not an Evoker anymore, in his mind. It's a gun, a real gun, and she could...
He swallows hard. "Mitsuru," he says, and waits.
It doesn't even matter what she says, not really. He gets off on it just the same, stroking his cock at the rhythm she sets, stopping when she tells him to stop. He doesn't even know what she gets out of this but he doesn't care -- it's like somehow she knows just exactly what he wants, what he needs, without ever needing to ask. Somehow, she knows that he -- that he has to let go, that he has to forget that anything might be his responsibility. When she does this, he just is, and it's like a weight off his chest, afterwards. It's like he can really breathe.
He's pretty sure she knows that full well, that she's the only one who knows that.
This time, she puts the Evoker in his mouth. It makes everything seize up again and he comes, just from that, gasping out her name, and it's stupid and it's amazing and he can hardly stand up, afterwards. Just for a moment, her fingertips touch his cheek, cool, smooth, soft, and then she's pulling away.
"Clean up, Akihiko," she says, and then she's leaving, like always, and he wonders -- if one day he's good enough, will she stay?
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I love the way that you capture a moment, or a series of moments, and the way you convey both what is happening and what the characters are thinking. It's beautiful, and I get really excited when I see that you've put up more fic. Thank you for being awesome. ^^
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But I take it you liked this? Hee.
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