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edenbound ([personal profile] edenbound) wrote2006-02-23 01:44 am

T: Love Is

Fandom: Threshold
Pairing: Fenway/Caffrey
Warnings: Sap
Rating: PG
Summary: Fenway figures out what love is all about. To read other parts of this story, find the timeline here.



It's difficult for him to drop his guard with anybody. Especially women. To a certain extent, in a working relationship, it could happen. But only as far as work went. In a romantic relationship (and he still cringed from those two words used together) it was necessary, perhaps, but it wasn't going to happen. After all, his life was the advertisement on how to get fucked over in several creative and interesting ways.

But it's different with Molly.

She's not so much a woman as a companion. A friend. And, until they're in bed together, she could just be a friend. A good friend. A close friend. But still, a friend. The friends who haven't fucked him over are rare, too, but there are some.

It might help, he thinks, to think of her like that.

It isn't clingy. It's between moments romance, on evenings they can both spare, which become fewer and fewer as time goes on, but that doesn't change a thing. It's familiar, comfortable, and Nigel is glad of it.

One night, when they lay in bed together, he watches her sleep. Simply because he's awake and she is not. Her fingers are tangled with his and he feels an odd contentment. She trusts him, he knows it, and is proud? happy? pleased?

He's not sure what he is, but he likes it, anyway.

He squeezes her hand gently, drawing her a little closer, and reflects that even when things were good, he never embraced his wives in quite that way.

He talks to her, while she's asleep. He talks about his former wives, his dreams, the things that annoy him and, more quietly, the things that he likes, loves. She's asleep, but he wouldn't mind, even if she was awake.

Love, he said to her, softly, almost philosophically, is not caring whether you're awake or asleep.

[identity profile] celesterose.livejournal.com 2006-02-26 05:49 am (UTC)(link)
"Love, he said to her, softly, almost philosophically, is not caring whether you're awake or asleep."

I really like this line. A nice ending to this chapter.

They make such a sweet couple, even if one of them is asleep. lol

I can't wait for the last chapter!

[identity profile] edenbound.livejournal.com 2006-02-26 09:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you~. And thank you for leaving comments on everything so far! xD

[identity profile] celesterose.livejournal.com 2006-02-27 01:15 am (UTC)(link)
Your welcome. Are you going to write more FenwayXCaffrey? I'm thinking about it, I can't make my current fic into one because I promised several people it would be a MollyXCavennaugh. Ugh.

How do you post fics on this place?

[identity profile] edenbound.livejournal.com 2006-02-27 01:20 am (UTC)(link)
Um, well... ^^; [livejournal.com profile] edenbound is my ficjournal, I use it just like my personal journal. If you get your own ficjournal, you post fics just like you would normal entries.

[identity profile] celesterose.livejournal.com 2006-02-27 01:25 am (UTC)(link)
How do you do that? I've only been here a month, I still haven't figured everything out, lol.

[identity profile] edenbound.livejournal.com 2006-02-27 01:31 am (UTC)(link)
Just log in as a ficjournal, or whatever journal you want to post to, and use the update journal option. If you want to post to a community, use the update journal option but choose to post to the community instead of a personal journal.

You might want to check the FAQ if you need more technical details. :D