edenbound: (FFX)
edenbound ([personal profile] edenbound) wrote2007-04-06 07:05 pm

FFXII: Something More Valuable

Fandom: Final Fantasy XII
Pairing: Balthier/Ashe
Warnings: Sap
Rating: G
Summary: Balthier returns for a treasure he left behind. For [livejournal.com profile] katmillia, in hopes of cheering her up.



"I fear you are getting too serious in my absence," Balthier says, startling Ashe right out of her thoughts and making her whip around to look at him. He smiles at her; it's an easy smile, as if he's assured of his welcome, and as if to deter any questions about how exactly he got there, he fills the space where she might ask such a question. There's a note of something else, too, in his voice now, some bitterness or sarcasm, some mocking edge. Ashe does not know if he mocks himself or her. "Is it that I disappeared, and that you miss me, or is it more that you're a queen now, and must be set apart?"

She wants to say that it's a little of both. Instead, she turns again to face the window, looking down on the city. "I did not expect you to come back here, after you found your 'something more valuable'."

"Nor did I. I am a sky pirate after all," he says. "But perhaps I thought there was something more valuable here."

Ashe doesn't dare to let herself hope. Instead, she lets the frost of winter take over her voice: that, of late, has become all too easy. "Haven't you pillaged enough tombs so far in your life?"

"I wasn't aware that you were dead, Princess," Balthier says, softly. Ashe doesn't know whether he means it -- can't bear to turn and meet his eyes so that he can see the hope in her eyes, because it might, after all, be a false hope. There's laughter in his voice now: "And if you are, you still look very beautiful despite it. Death becomes you, one might say."

"I am not dead," she concedes, and yet still she doesn't turn to face him.

"A fortunate thing. I am not so depraved as to wish to bed a corpse. Although I fear your heart may be dead, though your body be living and breathing. Or do you have other reasons for not looking at me?"

Ashe does turn now -- stung, a little, because she does feel, and she is tired of the mocking note in his voice. "My heart still beats."

"Does it also feel?"

For a long, long moment -- an era, to her, a time in which kingdoms could rise and fall -- she looks at him: unchanged in appearance, as vain as ever, and the look on his face cocksure; he does not think she will reject his advances -- if advances they are. "It does," she says, finally.

"Ah," Balthier says, and for a moment Ashe is sure she's misjudged him. It wouldn't be for the first time. But then he takes a step toward her. "Does it now feel for a ghost or a man of flesh and blood?"

"I have exorcised my ghosts," she says, and she waits. She doesn't know what she expects him to do: laugh in her face, or take her hand, or kiss her. He does laugh -- but it is more of a relieved laugh than anything else. And then he kisses her -- a moment too strange and sweet to her, after so long, for her to put it into words even inside her own head. "You will not stay," she says, when he pulls back. It is not an accusation, but a statement of fact. Balthier is a pirate, a sky pirate, not a butterfly to be pinned down.

"But I always return when I leave something important behind, as we have seen," he tells her, and she knows it is truth -- she cannot ask for more.

[identity profile] calliopepurple.livejournal.com 2007-04-06 06:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Adorable. That cheered me up, too. It's over 70 in April and I have to spend my afternoon/evening sitting in a training room.

At least I'm getting paid for it.

[identity profile] edenbound.livejournal.com 2007-04-06 07:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Multi-purpose fic, great! xD Glad you liked~.

[identity profile] katmillia.livejournal.com 2007-04-06 06:51 pm (UTC)(link)
OH MY GOD YOU MADE MY DAY!!! *huuuuugs* Thank you so much sweetie, this is exactly what I needed, and it was beautiful to boot. You're a doll!!

[identity profile] edenbound.livejournal.com 2007-04-06 07:13 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs back* :D I'm glad you liked it!

[identity profile] irish-ais.livejournal.com 2007-04-06 09:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Awwwwwwwww~

So sweet, so perfectly Balthier and Ashe. You've really got a knack for writing our beloved sky pirate's voice.

[identity profile] edenbound.livejournal.com 2007-04-06 09:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! :D

And definitely thank you for that. I agonise over Balthier at times.

[identity profile] irish-ais.livejournal.com 2007-04-06 09:52 pm (UTC)(link)
He's the leading man--it's all right to agonize over getting him right!

[identity profile] kilraaj.livejournal.com 2007-04-07 03:32 am (UTC)(link)
Does Balthier have a line in the game like the last line he says in this story? Just curious because I remember seeing a similar line in a different fic--wondering if it's something from the game or just great minds thinking alike. :)

I really liked Ashe's reluctance in this story and how you portrayed her. ♥

[identity profile] edenbound.livejournal.com 2007-04-07 08:01 am (UTC)(link)
Hmm, I don't remember seeing it anywhere, but now I'm curious enough to dig up a game script and see if it is in canon. xD I don't remember it, so maybe it's a case of great minds think alike (or unconscious plagiarism on my part, but I haven't read that many fics for FFXII yet...).

Thank you. ♥
lassarina: (BalthierxAshe: Don't Look Back In Anger)

[personal profile] lassarina 2007-04-07 03:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Nnnnn. *flails at you* I. The language. And Balthier. And Balthier/Ashe. And I love you a lot. SO AWESOME.

[identity profile] edenbound.livejournal.com 2007-04-07 03:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Yay. :D I actually sent this fic to my sister and she's begging me for more constantly -- so, um, it's not the last. xD

*working on Balthier/Fran bondage right now k*
lassarina: (Celes: Opera Floozy)

[personal profile] lassarina 2007-04-07 03:19 pm (UTC)(link)
*purrs at you* Clearly I owe you something shiny for that. I would write it now except, omg, seven challenge stories still to go and all due the end of this month halp halp halp!!! *dies*

[identity profile] edenbound.livejournal.com 2007-04-07 03:27 pm (UTC)(link)
*cheers you on and waves flags for you*

I'm also working on Balthier/Basch and Basch/Vossler, simultaneously. Too much smut, brain coming out of ears, k.
lassarina: (Default)

[personal profile] lassarina 2007-04-07 03:30 pm (UTC)(link)
I approve of the volume of smut!

[identity profile] edenbound.livejournal.com 2007-04-07 03:34 pm (UTC)(link)
I should be doing my French essay though!