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FFVIII: The Pain
Fandom: Final Fantasy VIII
Pairing: Ultimecia/Seifer
Warnings: Angst
Rating: PG13
Summary: Seifer is her plaything. Timeline here.
You're my mistress, my mistress and my teacher, my lover and my cause and my Sorceress, and I'm here, to kneel at your feet and grovel and beg. I made a mistake, mistress, and I'm sorry, so sorry... You cup my cheek, I feel your nails against my cheek and it makes me shiver, my eyes closing as you raise my head.
My Knight, you whisper, and I almost whimper as you fill my mind, making me feel like I'm small, like I'm nothing. I'm sorry.
You look into my eyes and it's like fire enters me, burning through my blood and making me shake and cower. I'm nothing, I'm yours, I will do anything... anything to make you stop this, anything to stop you from stopping this because the pain feels good, it's an atonement, and it feels good for you to whisper in my ear, notyourfault, even if I know it is and you know it is. You're pretending to take the responsibility away from me and that feels... good.
I will do anything if you will do that for me, again and again, no matter what I do, no matter whose blood I spill. Right now I'm paying for Squall, for hurting him, for Zell, for the bullying, for you, for hurting you and failing you. I'm sorry.
I feel your nails scrape down my face and you release me. I lay my head in your lap and let you have me, all of me; my body, if you want it, my mind, if you need it, my soul, if that's what it takes. I'm your Knight and your plaything, your lover and your ragdoll.
Please...
Teach me.
Make me worth something in your eyes.
Pairing: Ultimecia/Seifer
Warnings: Angst
Rating: PG13
Summary: Seifer is her plaything. Timeline here.
You're my mistress, my mistress and my teacher, my lover and my cause and my Sorceress, and I'm here, to kneel at your feet and grovel and beg. I made a mistake, mistress, and I'm sorry, so sorry... You cup my cheek, I feel your nails against my cheek and it makes me shiver, my eyes closing as you raise my head.
My Knight, you whisper, and I almost whimper as you fill my mind, making me feel like I'm small, like I'm nothing. I'm sorry.
You look into my eyes and it's like fire enters me, burning through my blood and making me shake and cower. I'm nothing, I'm yours, I will do anything... anything to make you stop this, anything to stop you from stopping this because the pain feels good, it's an atonement, and it feels good for you to whisper in my ear, notyourfault, even if I know it is and you know it is. You're pretending to take the responsibility away from me and that feels... good.
I will do anything if you will do that for me, again and again, no matter what I do, no matter whose blood I spill. Right now I'm paying for Squall, for hurting him, for Zell, for the bullying, for you, for hurting you and failing you. I'm sorry.
I feel your nails scrape down my face and you release me. I lay my head in your lap and let you have me, all of me; my body, if you want it, my mind, if you need it, my soul, if that's what it takes. I'm your Knight and your plaything, your lover and your ragdoll.
Please...
Teach me.
Make me worth something in your eyes.
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Aaaaand cue the puddleofme. <33
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