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FFX-2: Burned
Fandom: Final Fantasy X-2
Pairing: Gippal/Rikku
Warnings: Angst
Rating: PG
Summary: Gippal waltzed all over tender feelings. For![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
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Gippal was going away soon, so it hardly mattered. It didn't matter -- not to him, but it did to Rikku and he hurt her and didn't mean to, and hated himself for it after. For him it was quick and rough and okay but for her it was perfect and he felt just a little guilty for giving her perfect in such an imperfect way. She deserved better than a big ass of a childhood friend waltzing all over her feelings and so, he thought, it was a good thing he'd be leaving soon.
Except it wasn't soon soon, and Rikku came to him again and he almost wanted to hurt her, hurt her feelings, just to make her go away, and it wasn't right or fair or any of that, but he longed for her to go away, she who'd been his best friend and the only one he'd take his eyepatch off in front of.
She hadn't minded it, when they'd had sex -- she hadn't liked it, hadn't looked at it, but she'd let him take his eyepatch off, let him breathe, and god he was grateful then but not when she was all come here Gippal and clinging.
She was just a little kid, really, on the inside, even though he fancied himself too grown up to run around with kids. She'd slipped through his radar somehow, dangerously obsessive and needy and so it was her fault really that she got burned.
Not his fault. Never his fault.
Pairing: Gippal/Rikku
Warnings: Angst
Rating: PG
Summary: Gippal waltzed all over tender feelings. For
22_lovers.Gippal was going away soon, so it hardly mattered. It didn't matter -- not to him, but it did to Rikku and he hurt her and didn't mean to, and hated himself for it after. For him it was quick and rough and okay but for her it was perfect and he felt just a little guilty for giving her perfect in such an imperfect way. She deserved better than a big ass of a childhood friend waltzing all over her feelings and so, he thought, it was a good thing he'd be leaving soon.
Except it wasn't soon soon, and Rikku came to him again and he almost wanted to hurt her, hurt her feelings, just to make her go away, and it wasn't right or fair or any of that, but he longed for her to go away, she who'd been his best friend and the only one he'd take his eyepatch off in front of.
She hadn't minded it, when they'd had sex -- she hadn't liked it, hadn't looked at it, but she'd let him take his eyepatch off, let him breathe, and god he was grateful then but not when she was all come here Gippal and clinging.
She was just a little kid, really, on the inside, even though he fancied himself too grown up to run around with kids. She'd slipped through his radar somehow, dangerously obsessive and needy and so it was her fault really that she got burned.
Not his fault. Never his fault.
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