edenbound: (FFVIII)
edenbound ([personal profile] edenbound) wrote2006-05-19 12:46 am

FFVIII: Honour Among Knights

Fandom: Final Fantasy VIII
Pairing: None
Warnings: Implied suicide
Rating: PG13
Summary: Squall does something for a good enemy. For [livejournal.com profile] 30enemies.



"Seifer."

Squall's voice was soft, no louder than his breathing, but I heard him. I got up, crept to the bars of my cell, pressed my face against them. I knew he was there, in the dark of the corridor, but I couldn't see him. I didn't need to. I knew he was there and I knew what he was there for. I knew, too, that he didn't need my answer, but I gave it anyway. "Squall."

"Be quiet."

I didn't say anything more. He stepped warily out of the shadow, towards the bars, and touched my hand where it curled around the bar. It wasn't a warm gesture, or a comforting one, just a sort of greeting. I nodded slightly. I could hear the soft breathing of the guards, two of them, both asleep. I raised an eyebrow at Squall and he nodded. Maybe he even smiled.

I always hated sleep spells. But I always used them. The lowest cheapest trick.

I used whatever tricks I had handy, really.

He waited a few more heartbeats. "I hope you're uncomfortable in there."

"I deserve it," I agreed.

"The guards won't wake now until morning. You're to be executed in ten days time, they say. They haven't decided on the method yet. It'll be something public. Probably a firing squad."

He didn't take any relish in what he was telling me, but his tone suggested to me that he thought I deserved it. But he knew that I hated cages, hated the bars in front of me, and I would hate all the eyes on me, all the spitting and jeering and taunting that goes with public executions since time out of mind.

Friend or foe, he wouldn't abandon me to that.

He passed something through the bars, pushed it right into my hand. "Here."

"Am I supposed to thank you?"

"No."

He left, then, left me in the dark with the thing solid in my hand and his words of execution and firing squads fixed there in my head like cold stone walls I couldn't batter down or escape from.

Honour among Knights and a knife for mercy.

That's all Squall had for me, and that's all I'll take.
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[personal profile] lassarina 2006-05-19 12:27 am (UTC)(link)
....*winces, rubs heart* Ow. Oh, Seifer. Better luck next time.

Holy crap, you're so damn good at this AND so prolific. Witness my jealousy :( Well, ok, mild envy, cause I like you. But still.

[identity profile] xerne.livejournal.com 2006-05-19 12:28 am (UTC)(link)
I always hated sleep spells. But I always used them. The lowest cheapest trick. I used whatever tricks I had handy, really.

Nice, the whole thing is very nice and sharp and solid.

[identity profile] cupcakemonster.livejournal.com 2006-05-19 07:30 am (UTC)(link)
Dude I loved this. I... really like this dynamic between the two of them, I especially love the mercy Squall shows, because it's HONOURABLE and because he sees something wrong with a public execution... it probably disgusts him almost as much as Seifer's actions.

you need to start rating your fics, man. what is this. pg-13? r? like, what??? oh god please.

[identity profile] edenbound.livejournal.com 2006-05-19 07:33 am (UTC)(link)
Exactly. :33 Can't say much, have to run, but I believe this would be PG13. :3 I normally rate them other places, just not on my ficjournal. xD;

[identity profile] cupcakemonster.livejournal.com 2006-05-19 07:46 am (UTC)(link)
I really do love it. And I hate Seifer/Squall. XD So nyah. You made me love it.

and dude you are making my job at ffpress all *cry*. please please please rate. sap? not a rating. before I shoot myself in the head. *sob*

and just so you know I love you lots and lots and lots. and lots? and lots. and more than lots. lotslotslotslotslotslots. so if I'm being an asshole, please tell me to fuck off. Love you!

YOU ARE MY LITTLE BIT FOREVER N EVER

[identity profile] edenbound.livejournal.com 2006-05-19 03:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Well. >_> I can rate. But. The problem is that I can't without going back and rating absolutely everything. All 600+ fics. I don't know why but it makes this weird obsessive part of me unhappy if I change my headers from now on and don't go back and do it to everything. Unhappy like, all panicky and stuff. I'm weird!

I've been sort of planning to go back and change my headers because I want to use / instead of x for pairings. So maybe I can do both at once? Still. So many to do. o_o

[identity profile] cupcakemonster.livejournal.com 2006-05-20 12:18 am (UTC)(link)
Hey you can SO DO IT. I have huge faith in you and your ability to uh... uh... go back and fix things.

Do you have a massive listing of your stories?

[identity profile] edenbound.livejournal.com 2006-05-20 12:26 am (UTC)(link)
It's going to take me ages. xDD *doing it currently, and is so sleeepy*

Not a listing, nope. Just this journal, organised by the tags.

I probably have at least 100 others, somewhere, but eh.

[identity profile] shealakiah.livejournal.com 2006-05-19 01:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Gah. That totally surprised me from what I normally read!

No, Seifer!! Don't do it!! *cries*