I like the idea of her being torn between the two. xD I need to write more Rydia; at first when I start writing a character or pairing I stick to small and simple, and then gradually build up to the good stuff.

Case in point, Gippal; first stuff I wrote about him was about his identty as Al Bhed, machine faction stuff, angst about the whole Crimson Squad thing, stuff that was close to game canon/based around game canon... but lately I wrote him as killing himself.